My thoughts

Ok so for those who know me know I have a lot to say. So I’m going to express myself freely here. No I don’t care for your opinions or judgement but I’m sure you will give it anyways so your more then welcome to in the comments below. β¬‡πŸ˜’πŸ‘‡

So today it’s not even 11AM yet and my mind is already racing. Crazy, crazy!! The things I think about are why did I send my kids off to school? Is my husband thinking about me as much as I think about him? What are the good coupon deals that are out right now? Do I have money to spend? β¬…Most likely notπŸ˜‚  Today is Friday, can’t remember the last time I was excited for a Friday.  Ugh I work tomorrow. But yay my work days on Saturday are my adult freedom from the kids time.

Ok, so the kids started school a couple weeks ago. The boys names are Jadiel and Josiah. Josiah is the oldest (7) and Jadiel is the younger one (5). This is Jadiel first year of school (kindergarten). I was home with him for 3 years and he is a piece of work, like a lot of work. A pain in my butt, drives me up a wall and makes me feel crazy from all the arguing and screaming I do with him. Ugh!! But I feel so lonely at home without him. So get this he goes to school and everyday I am so worried because he doesn’t like to follow directions or to be told what to do. This little boy thinks he’s the hulk and likes to throw massive tantrums.  Thinking I’m going to have to go to the school everyday and apologize. People kept telling me to leave my volume on high because the school will be calling me everyday.

Get this: So far it’s his second week and this little punk has been an amazing student. Listening, following directions, helping, doing his work- where did he come from and where has that kid been. Well I am thankful he is behaving because if I can’t deal who can right? .

I love my boys. No one will ever be able to take care of them like I can. I wish I had the patience and resources and support to just home school because the school system is driving me crazy. I want to send them where the sun don’t shine. My older baby Josiah who is so sweet and so loving has been having such a rough time. He has been in school since 3 years old and has never had any problems. Then last year in 1st grade, (out of no where mind you) towards the end of the year he was all the sudden the worse kid in school. Those damn teacher and principals had the nerve to ask what we were doing wrong. He was only acting up in school and cried everyday when he had to go. When we would get called to pick him up they had the nerve to have him in a locked office with 4 adults surrounding him. He would be under the desk hiding. They also sent home long reports of everything he did that day (who has the time for that). The principal had the nerve to tell me to get him checked. Oh man you can only imagine what I told her. Mama bear definitely came out real quick with her. She did not like me. Then they send us to a crisis center and put him in a diagnostic school but call me everyday to see when he’s coming back. B**** never!! Ugh.

Does anyone else have problems with the schools their kids are in? Do you know of any good coupon deals? Does your significant other text you through out the day while they are at work? Anyone else a stay at home mom who’s kids just started school? What do you do while they are in school? My husband says get a job. He doesn’t understand it’s not that easy with the short schedule we have. Yes there are after school programs but they cost money and my part time job will go straight to that so is it really worth it? πŸ˜’

Thank you for reading. Hope you enjoyed it. Have a great day!!


Author: josyayala

I am a stay at home mom with two beautiful boys. I am a couponer. I just got married to the love of my life and father to my children in June. I am very happy even when you can't tell. I just want somewhere to express myself.

2 thoughts on “My thoughts”

  1. These teachers feel like they are doctors and behavioral therapist now a days. They should be working with you not making you feel less adequate as a parent. Keep on working toward a 504 plan. They are the authority figures away from home and should be working with you he o help him succeed!❀️❀️

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    1. Thank you!! Exactly. It’s sad how the minute a child has a problem they do everything they can to get rid of them or make them feel less than. It’s sad. They should be encouraging them not making them feel worse. 😑


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